A Thought

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   Well it all started today in a chemistry lecture that i was sitting in the back cant here what the doctor really saying and then i get to concentrate on how bad her voice and pronunciation  while i should concentrate on the information.so i started to think ...
"Men... must have corrupted nature a little, for they were not born wolves, and they have become wolves. God did not give them twenty-four-pounder cannons or bayonets, and they have made bayonets and cannons to destroy each other."
- Voltaire, Candide. In the "Bible" we see all the shapes of mercy but also talked about how people destruct themselves, In the "Qur'an" we see how God says that he created people to worship him and instructs the Earth but again we talked about those who tends to self destruct.
  when i thought about all that i remembered our great father "Adam" and that he ate the forbidden apple and for that he exiled from the heaven. so i remembered " Marquise De Sade" and his books about hpw people tends to pain and suffering .
  Also my friends and their friends that i see and wonder why they all tends to suffer?they always think about pain as if they are searching for it.
  After all that talking i am still refusing that way of thinking even that sometimes i do that myself ,but its not right and i know that , i can see as " Paulo Coelho" thought how every solider goes to the war to die for his country not to defend it, how mothers tends to show how much they sacrifice for their children and husband , how fathers show that he devoted his life for his family not that he has to do it !!
  i remember a song which says:
"Pain .. without love
pain.. cant get it enough
pain.. i like it rough
cause id rather feel pain than nothing at all"
  First i thought that this is the answer ,that people want to feel pain instead of nothing at least they feel.but even animals feel pain, so that does not makes you human, i wish i could say to those people " you are not pearls" - i mean your pain is not precious that the creature inside the shell of the pearl  when an object even smaller than a particle of a sand hits it make the creature suffer that out of pain it makes an substance that isolate that sand that eventually turns to a pearl so that precious pearl is the pain and tears and suffering of that poor creature- even lovers they always talk about how they sacrifice for each other as if suffering is the scale of love that trapped even the most spectacular minds like what happened with "Freud" and "Nietzsch"e with "Salome" and what happened with "Taha Hussien" and " Abbas El Akad" with " Mai Ziada" knowing that they wont be able to have who you love and still you do. but it still doesnt make you human. "Descartes" said :" i think.. i exist" and that sounds more realistic. Thinking is much prettier and it is the  only true difference between humans and other animals - i say other cause we always act like them- i talked about pearls but birds and animals also suffer and feel and even cry that i observed cats and studied lions and i saw how they can be happy then sad and depressed that i saw wonders, they have a brain that think how to get their food and essential things for living but nothing more, but humans are different with greater power.
  Scientists discovered wonders in human beings powers, that an average human if connected to an electric generator it would generate power to a city for two weeks , other thing is that we just use about 2-4 % from the power of human brain and maybe "Einstein" "Isaac Newton" and "Leonardo Da Vinci" used more.
  So we can see how powerful is our brains and that it is a gift from God to make us think of God himself and our life and how to improve it and make it easier not to destroy and destruct, so we think to exist and exist to think.
  There are three types of people as "Anis Mansour" thought, first those who live to just live , they live cause they are born and dont think or have any effect neither in their lives nor in the life of others and so they do not deserve to have more concern. second type is those who live in order to get benefit from life by any possible means , they are good at trading and also in deception and sometimes politics but not in the favor of something other than to get high position and that type is not good they just deal with the ( win-lose) theory that they do not care for nothing other than their benefits and for that they do not care about anything except themselves.
  Then the third type those who lives and devote their existence to knowledge and benefit of human beings, the type of people who do something to construct their lives , type of people which i wish to be one of them to exist and be remembered with an effect in the history. As the Hollywood stars when they put the fingerprints in the street of Hollywood , we also should do the same but in the way of our life and history.
   So i should stop thinking about pain and suffering and start to worry more about how to overcome it to make things better. and as Voltaire said: "It is time to cultivate our Garden"